It has been about 38 hours since the news...
I still can't sleep well but I finally had a full meal tonight...
I am crushed.
I can't concentrate on school it's so trivial... Who the fuck cares about Chemical Equilibrium or any of that other stuff. It's nothing.
It takes every ounce of my strength to keep my composure and to be able to laugh or smile through the tears I hold back.
But it comes in waves... Disbelief... Anger... Sadness... Acceptance...
To my friends and family: Thank you so much for all of the support, messages, and phone calls! It has really helped me attempt to make sense of this and begin to find the strength to move on. Michael, you have been a tremendous friend and I appreciate it so much! Thank you again everyone!
Life goes on.......
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